went smtp today.
met lots of friends.
didn't pay much attention to the competition..
other than 3 specific performances.
one of them, sings quite good (at least the best throughout the night)
even though I couldn't understand what she was singing

two other, it made the crowd went wild.
it's the same person participating 'grp' and 'individual'

i was walking princess around the hall during this first performance.
the crowd cheered. so loudly.
i thought the girl must be popular or something
can't sense why else the crowd would cheer (ahah)

when i went back to my seat
the girl reached a very high pitch note and is totally in her own world enjoying the stage
and then.
the background decorations on stage fell down
girl kept singing, she didn't realise smth fell down behind her
the crowd cheered.

i quickly turned around to ask ivy
for the reason the crowd cheered earlier
she said it's because of that too, falling pieces from the background when she reached a very high note..(an annoyance really princess felt scared)
i was like, wow.

it was one big chunk of decorations.
and the girl totally enjoyed herself.
i think she must've thought she sang really well,
since the crowd cheered so loudly.

when the performance ended.
crowd cheered again.
emcee spoke into the mic 'please remain calm'

ahahahaha.


during d girl's grp performance.
it was worse
2 girls in one shot
both of them... didn't care about us anyway
the decorations are all gone by now so they can't do anything to the stage anymore
but princess seemed really uncomfortable with their singing
i covered her ears.
usually when i do that, she'd try to move away
but she didn't that time.
i was surprised she stood still.
i just can't stop laughing.






it's great meeting all those boys
and meeting back some other boys
my childhood friends
forgot to ask one or two boys' numbers
was too busy going around chatting and got called by someone and chat again
then finally going yam-cha

went JR to yam-cha
but by the time boys arrived it's nearly 1am
they called to ask how long i could stay before they came
i think they were thinking of ffk me already aha
but i said, maybe about 20 mins
and they just replied 'we'd try to reach asap'

when they all came JR has already sold out their foods
left only with soft drinks
boys didnt wanna drink soft drinks hav been drinking them for d day
the waiter just tell us, 'try coffee suite opp'
and i think he sounded abit too calm
i almost choked hearing that
he sounded so calm so calm so calm i felt i was really impolite to laugh that long but i really couldn't help it aha

anyway we went to coffee suite
thanks ah gan for the honey lemon :)
talked to them awhile.
bryan fell asleep.
felt abit paiseh , asked him to go home but he said he'd stay

i left at 2am the boys were still there except bryan
obviously cause he was super tired
but at 2.40am i received bryan's sms
'sorry ah beng'
lol.

awww.
i was already touched they didn't ffk me
still teman me play the whole day from 7 something till 2am
everyone had work to do at the event
so must be 5 times more tired than me
but they still make me feel accompanied

treat me drinks as usual ..
didnt even have to buy the ticket to the event..
blah blah blah.

only yesterday i sorta had some not-so-peaceful moments with a friend
though i dunno why he suddenly got so angry
and apparently i got on his nerves he said
but then i guess
some things never change.
the fact that i always say real friends only come from primary school days doesn't change.
only they will treat you heart 2 heart
even though im the only girl (or the only 2 girls including wifey) in the group
true friends give up their own stuffs for you when you need em
others, give up your needs and shoo you away for causing too much inconveniences
but ya thanks friends

you guys made my day today :)

and also made myself see myself clearer
esp my own needs. my own desires. and the reality.
i've made a few bad choices in life but hey i'm still strong
this time i'm tougher than b4...

feel burden-free now that i see things more clearly. :P

niteeeee