Yeast infection.
One tooth missing.
Slight tooth inflammation.
Slight deform on one side of hip.
No appetitie.
Fears the cage.

I'm so worried that I totally cried just now..
I don't know why when my words that initiate from loving her, can be treated by their stubbornness and ignorance so easily..

I feel such pain in the heart... I only came back for less than a week and I've already noticed she's really acting abnormally and really unhappy..
but I can't and shan't blame my family for not being sensitive enough and not being caring enough..
cause ultimately, I'm the one to be blamed : I chose my scholarship over her.
I'm a really bad owner..
every ignorance shown by my own family, only reflects how irresponsible I was and how self-centered I am..
She's the first dog I wanted to own
and the only companion I had that gave me warmth and happiness when I was alone in Singapore and facing the all the problems that upset me the most in my life..
and I wasn't able to give her love and care when she needed it
and now worse, I wasn't able to protect her...

I really don't know what's gonna happen the next time I see her..
What's gonna happen after this September....